It's a very small bread !

Yup, it is. I haven't managed to shoot a set called "it's a very small bread", so at least this entry will be named after the very small whole wheat bread i bought in London with Skin and Adreena.
Maybe i should rewind a little, huh ?

Please note that this entry won't contain any pics at first, because i'm at work, and we don't have access to pictures servers. No pics on Myspace, Model Mayhem etc... But don't worry, i'm a good employee, and i'm writing this here because i'm early.

Well, let's get back to last week's summary :

. I've had the pleasure to see my 4th Godsgirls set go live ! Yes, my 4th already. It's called "Yum Yum Yum", and believe me, it's yummy. It's about my current worst addiction. But i can't tell you too much, you'd be spoiled.
Go watch it, like right now !!!!
(Godsgirls memberships can still be 50% off if you go to this adress : http://godsgirls.com/join/joinspace )


. I'm a Deviant Model now. Weee ! My first set was accepted at the speed of light, which made me really happy.
I shot it myself, and i'm damn proud of it. It's the first time i tried to shoot a professionnal set myself, which was quite a challenge. And i'm glad to say the result is quite good. I would say "it's amaaaazing !!!" but i try to keep my self-indulgence quiet.
You can already see the banner on Deviant Nation : http://deviantnation.com/girls/Steam


. I got rid of my Myspaceish asymetrical bangs ! I have straight regular ones now. I look more womanly, that's weird ! A little bit Karen O. A little bit Mireille Mathieu as well. And a tiny bit of Yelle as well.
You get the idea.


. I got the cutest set of lingerie ever, from GG Honey. It's the one she's wearing in her great GodsGirls devut set, "I don't show pink". It contains a bra, garter underbust corset, and a thong, all made from pink plaid print pattern. It's seriously amazing ! I was jealous when i saw her set, so when i read her update stating she was selling it, i virtually jumped at her throat to get it.


. I went to London ! Spent the whole weekend there. I was attending the first european GodsGirls party, and believe me i was not disappointed. Until a couple days ago i wasn't even sure i'd be able to afford it... so my mister offered me the train tickets. <3
"Hey love, here are your train tickets, so you can go to London and party with other hot naked girls for the weekend !" Yes, this is how we roll.

So, i left on Friday, and i have to say i nearly missed my train. The weather was insanely good in Paris, sunny and hot, i really wondered why i had taken my parka. And I had like the heaviest bag ever.
What is cool in the Eurostar is that in the bar-wagon, there's a list of vegan goods ! Which i indeed noticed after i purchased a tomato-mozzarella sandwich. It was very good once i had taken the cheese out, if ever you're on the Eurostar, don't miss it !

When i got in King's Cross, the Harry Potter fan in me was uber excited. I know, i'm a dork. But i couldn't help trying to spot the place where Harry and Ron left with the flying car after missing the Hogwarts Express.
So, i took my heavy bag, and left to Camden to shop a bit... and i actually was a bit upset. I would have loved it a couple years ago, but there wasn't many interesting shops. The stalls were already shut down though, so myabe that's the reason why it seemed so uninteresting.
I managed to get some cool items though, Hello Kitty hair clips for my bangs, pink tights with bows, very cool sunglasses, and a FamousSAS belt buckle for the boy.
I left for Oxford Street, where i wanted to shop for the party, and went straight in Top Shop. How much have i missed Top Shop since the last time i went to London ! But WOW. Can you say "crowded" ? It was packed. The whole street was packed. So i decided to stop shopping before i had really started; and left to meet Adreena.
Oh, Adreena. She's probably the sweetest girl ever ! We went to Starbucks, talked a lot, and waited for Skin and her mister to arrive.
Oh, Skin. She's even more beautiful in person ! But she looks very similar to one of my sisters, which can be very confusing.
So. We went to the hotel room, where Adreena and Mr Distorted Retina shot very beautiful fetish pics, while Skin and i were watching TV, chatting, and getting ready to shoot a Godsgirls set...
Judging on what i've seen of it, it looks awesome. It might be very funny as well, as i couldn't help thinking of what the boy told on the phone a couple minutes ago : "If you shoot with Skin, DON'T think about your sister !!!". So i thought about my sister. All set long. So i might look a bit scared, while she has one of her pervy looks going on. I can't wait to see it ahahah !

On the Saturday, lots of things happened, so i'll try to sum up as much as i can.
- I was really exhausted, so i didn't talk a lot during the day. I'm sorry for that.

- I met great people : Chris Ayres, Angel and her lovely hubby, Taylor, Lita, Harriet, Carmen, Sonia, and i'm hope i'm not forgetting anyone. It's very early right now.

- We shot great promo pics, i can't wait to see them ! We were in a skate park near the London Eye, i think it's called Southbank... I'm not sure. Anyway what i know for sure is that it was freezing. We also shot promo pics in the venue later!

- We went to eat and get beers in a pub. I had never met such aggressive people. And i've worked as a waitress. They left mozzarella in my vegan burger, and i felt pukey all night long.

- Before going to the venue, we went to get some booze... And there was JÄgermeister everywhere !!! Adreena, Skin and i grabbed a bottle, some Coke, and we hid it all. Taylor got cranberry flavored schnaps, which was not very tasty; but we drank the whole bottle anyway. Angel made me taste Cherry Lambrini, and i could drink it for hours !
What i love in Jäger is that it wakes me up like immediately when i drink it. And it was needed.
As soon as we opened the bottle, Taylor, Skin and I had a Black Girls reunion, to do black girls stuff. Like vibrating; and this thing Taylor does that my brain can't handle. I wanna try it now, and i can't remember.

- The party was badass ! Dancing on stage, and talking to girls interested in GodsGirls, and sticking GG stickers on people, and taking pics with them, and watching girls shooting sets in toilet cubicles... Hot.
There was a set shot in the DJ booth as well, but... you'll have to wait to know more about it !

- Very talented boys graffed our faces on the wall behind the venue. I need to check their name and link them. That was Angel's surprise for us, and it was the coolest thing ever ! I remember flashing my boobs for a couple seconds in front of it, but then a coupe gangstas came, trying to take pictures with their cellphones and screaming "GIVE US THE MONEY SHOT !!!!".
Sorry guys, but there's no money shot unless there's some money involved.

- Us Godsgirls were credited as "Alt porn models and dancers". So the bouncer asked us as we entered "Are you the porn dancers ?" or the "poon dancers", i'm not sure. I'm so calling myself a poon dancer from now.
Anyway, i think it attracted a weird crowd. And i think people got excited to see us.
You want to know why i'm so convinced of it ?
Well. After we got off the stage, after dancing there for the first time, i tried to fing my way through people to get to the bottle of Jäger. The club was packed, so there was people right next to me and it was hard to walk. But i felt someone really stuck to my ass, and it felt weird. It felt... warm. And maybe a little wet. I have a very creative imagination, so it made me laugh.
I got to the dj booth and try to check if all my clothes were right (ie : if my dress wasn't stuck in my panties, which were stick in my buttcrack), and... There was a warm and gluey puddle right on my right buttcheek.
Yup, cum.
I started screaming, and laughing hysterically at the same time; Taylor said "It looks like sperm !!" and i shouted "I KNOW BUT WHAT IS IT ?????". I know what it was, but it was hard to believe. But i found it so funny that i thought i was REALLY drunk.

- When we got back to the hotel, i started taking off my make up, and.. we started shooting another set. All i can say about it is that i disappeared for a couple seconds, as i really needed to pee.


When i woke up on Sunday, the jizz incident was still funny as hell. But don't get this as "hey i can cum on this Steam girl, she thinks it's funny !". It made me laugh once. But if someone does it again, i'll punch him in the gums. And i'll care more about my ass now.
I had the suprise to see it had snowed ! And real snow, not like in Paris ! The park in front of the hotel was snow white. It was beautiful. The weather was cold, but dry, so it felt very good.
I didn't have the time to do a lot of things, so we just went to a pizza restaurant in Victoria, where we had a huge meal with lots of (needed) water. And i went back to St Pancr(e)as to hop on my train, back to Paris.

In Paris, TV reporters and a large crowd of people were there to welcome me. No actually not me, but my train. They were all waiting for the olympic torch. But i pretended it was for me, and i moved my aching body in the most classy way i could, and left home for a well deserved hot bath.





Yes, it was a quite busy week ! This one was way more calm. But judging on my schedule, i'd better rest this weekend, because the next 11 weeks are going to be a fast ride !

I'm leaving you now, i'll had pics before tomorrow.
If ever you have some, you can send them to my GG mail !

<3
- Steam

That is some delay, huh ?

I know, i know. I haven't updated for a long time.
Things are moving really really fast here, you have no idea !

Here are the news :

- I'm a fully fledged GodsGirl, whiwh is really kickass. For real.
This website is the cat's pajamas. The ladies are gorgeous, the photography is badass, the community is awesome, and i'm secretly in love with Annaliese. Which is not going to stay secret for a long time now.

I've had three sets going up. THREE ! Doesn't that sound great ?
They were all selfshot, and i have to say selfshos are one of the reasons why i have been so busy lately.
Here are some peeks :

The first one is called Dirty Laundry. It's about my bad panty-sniffing habit.


The second is called The Other Easter Bunny. It documents how i like putting ridiculous clothes and accessories on, and doing silly faces and stupid dance routines.



Nice little tail, huh ?

And the third one is called Matinee, and is actually the most natural one. It was shot as i was waking up on a weekend morning, with the best clothes ever on.


...which you can't tell here.

If you haven't seen them, you should definitely log in to your GodsGirls.com account right now !!!!
... You haven't got one ? Well. I'm going to be really nice and show you a secret page, where you can get a membership for HALF THE PRICE. Hurry up, this offer won't be available for a long time ! All you have to do is click here !!! What are you waiting for ?

My pinky told me i'm having another set going up on Tuesday...




I have another exciting news !!! If things go well, i'll leave France this summer to leave in a very exciting place. I'll tell you more about it a bit later, i want things to be 500% sure !
So, as i need to raise funds for this moving out, and as i can't take eveything there, i'm selling lots of very cool clothes on Ebay right now,
and will keep on selling-selling-selling until my closets are nearly empty.
Seriouslly, you should check them out, there are clothes i've loved for a long time, ones i only worn once for a shooting, kawai and hello kitty decoration stuff...etc
And i'm setting them at a really low price !!!


I'm off to taking more Ebay pictures now.

<3

- Steam

Well, i have two news.

But they happen to both be GOOD ones ! Which one do i start with ??

+ THE WEBSITE IS ONLINE.
I have a portfolio !! And it looks badass. I love it, i can't stop looking at it !!!
** IT'S RIGHT HERE **

Now tell me, isn't it awesomesauce ??? Yes, tell me. I want to hear it.


+ Do you know Macenstein's Mac Chick of the month ?
Well, this Dr Macenstein guy happens to have good taste when it comes to informatic devices. And when it comes to women as well. You should check his website, it's full of Mac-loving-hotties !
... And I happen to be the new one !!!!! Brand new pics of me included in this entry !

Don't hesitate to keep browsing this feaure... I have some kind of crush on Jessie, Miss November. The suspenders pic makes me all fuzzy inside.

I'm going to bed, now. Later, Gator !

<3

- Steam

I ain't dead !

* Listening to : COBRA STARSHIP *

Hey lovelies, sorry for being MIA these last weeks.

. The website launch has been postponed, due to my moving in. It's a lot of work, but it's so worth it. I'm going to have the most beautiful flat ever. Even if i feel like Rachel Green with Modern Furniture, you remember ?

It's full of cool things, gorgeous black wallpaper, golden mirrors, designer stickers... I couldn't sum it all up, it's amazing.

Anyway. The website will be finished in a couple days, and i'm really looking forward to it. It's awesome. Can't wait.

. I try my best to relax and chill but i have tons of work right now. Anyway, i've found myself a free evening to go out and see New Found Glory play ! I had been waiting to see them since i was 14. Which makes a long time.
Actually we weren't a lot in this situation, because for the real first time i felt old in a show. I felt like i was babysitting a bunch of punk kids, and it was really weird. Am i too old ?

And well, these guys didn't upset me ! They were supposed to support Paramore, but they cancelled (Jordan said "they had an EMERGENCY", which cracked me up), so NFG got to play for a longer time. They even played songs like Vegas, or Sincerely Me, so i went back home with an enormous smile on my face. Though i have to admit i would have liked to surprise-buttsecks Jordan Pundik.

I wanted this :

And actually ended like this :

Oh well. I jumped on the Lolcat bandwagon.

But a security guy asked me if he could be my lover. He got all angry when i refused, shouting "But i'm one helluva good over !!!!!!".

. Last night i dug all my school archives, went through all my lessons and tests, and i totally feel that this period is already over; though i still have about 30 hours of school to attend. I found my old magazine articles, and it made me feel great to see the proff that writing is what i've always wanted to do in my life. I'm better in french than i am in english, don't worry... ;)

I'll end this entry with a shameful fact about me : all of my school reports, and articles, and dissertations were written in... Comic Sans MS. THE shameful font. I'm really sorry for this crime against good taste.

Ok, throw stones at me, i totally understand. I'd do it myself if i could.

Yay for print work !

. I'm back from a shoot with the amazing Chris Coppola. He's very cool to work with, and full of very interesting ideas. I can't wait until the pics are published !

. I'm not going to Amsterdam anymore, things are moving way too fast right now. I'll see Mark in a couple weeks in Paris instead.

. I feel lazy. I need to exercise, but i can't.

. Have you already seen the french version of Next ? I expected it to being silly, but good, how boring is it. It 's cheap as fuck.

. I can't wait until the site is finished. I really need to get out of SG.

. I'm leaving you with a recent pic !

About lucky girls...

Have you ever heard of Strip City, by Lily Burana ? It's the story of a trip she made right before getting married; she had been a stripper years ago, and wanted to end her single-life stripping in strip clubs all over the continent, and documenting it. It's plain awesome.

Anyway, i'm reading it right now, and i came across this gem : she's working in an Alaskan nude club, and it's the first trip she's taking with her fiancé. After working there a couple days, with her boy in the audience, another dancer asks her whether the boy she hugged is hers or not.
When she nods, the other girl sighs, and says something along the line of "You're a lucky girl".
"Is your man not supportive ?" Burana asks. The girl answers that at least he loves the money she makes from stripping. Burana leaves, thinking that she's not only "lucky", but that she is truly blessed.

That actually got me thinking a lot.
The adult industry is not a business where girls are often highly supported by their men. Possessivity ? Maybe peeing on their belongings have made men reluctant of sharing their females. Anyway, what's a girl to do ? Should she respect her partner's feelings or repress her needs/wishes ? Preserve her relationship with someone she doesn't share the same interests with, or leave him behind to proudly take her clothes off, and strip/take pics/movies/etc; and walk back home alone ?
Well. I had this existential wondering once, when i first decided to be a nude model. The boy i was with at this distant time was totally against it. As in "No, i couldn't date a girl that anybody could see naked !" Immediate reaction : "Well, if you don't like it, just go away." This was not was he expected, but he finally decided he could deal with it.
Long story short, when we finally broke up, among lots of other angry emails, i got one saying :

"You're doing bullshit, the only thing you can do now is showcasing your ass on the internet; well maybe that way you can get more cocks !"

How nice !
I guess when someone's not supportive, no matter what he says, he's not going to be all proud and stuff at the end of the day. I'm not saying "Come on, let's all take our bras back from the fire, put on an ugly apron, and let's get them cakes baked !". But this can be a quite interesting test on whether someone respects you or not.

As i'm quite partial to happy endings, i'll leave you with this one :

As you already know, i'm a fully fledged nude model, and i enjoy it a lot. New life, new boy, etc.
The kind of boy that was already into (alt)nude modelling before i met him, but not the groupie kind either. He's into photography, and loves Masuimi Max; which is an evidence of good taste.
He doesn't care when people tell him they've seen me naked on TV/on the web; he doesn't get angry, but he's not insanely proud either, he happens to have a very sane vision of it.
"Babe, what do you think of my nude modelling ?
"Errr... Nothing. It's what you do, that's it."

YAY ! Finally someone who doesn't emphasize it, positively or negatively.
And if i stripped ? "Well, you do what you want ! :)"
And if i want to do porn ? "Well... i wouldn't be too thrilled, but you know, if that's what you want to do, just go for it babe".

I'm very very happy of our relationship; i love that he's like the cutest boy i've ever seen, he's a fantastic artist, he's great to live with, blahblahblah i'm cutting it there before it gets too sappy.
But as sappy as it might sound, i guess the best quality you can find in your partner is that he respects what you want to do, and who you are. Which is probably the harder to find.

I'm not only lucky, i'm truly blessed.

God ! It's finally up.

Yup. I may like coding, sometimes it just sucks monkey balls.

And now i'm too tired to blog !!! Duh.